another tired & siianzation day

hahahs...
nth to do so come here & waste time lorx...
hahahs..
no la..
actually is waitin ferr my show to buffer & come to blog de..
hee^^
nth special todae....
damn tired chinese lesson slept till math lesson...
when ms thng was standin outside...
then clear some papers around my table & greet her & settle down...
my eyes are hardly open man...
so tired...
*yawn*
then ms thng nv teach but tok to us abt ytd matter lorx...
hahahs...
14 may danial will be a substitute team captain hee^^
maybe la..
not sure...
muz c ms tan agree or not..
but abit worry la..
hahahs...
then tok abt class behaviour lorx...
hahhas...
after tat english..
do focus on compre..
then recess...
hee^^
after tat is art hahahs...
discussin the topic tat we wanna do ferr art mye...
siianz..need take foto...
dunno how draw sia..
hope can pass bah....
then cd...
after tat went to return class diary & accompany teng go find mr benedict tan...
but he not in the staff room:(
then went tiong awhile sweet talk-ed...
wif yu ting,steph & teng..
oni they drink la..
ii nv cox ii tot no money..
but then wanna eat sushi...
& found tat ii got $1.80 left...
whoohoo~~
so ii bought 3 sushi hee^^
then went vivo & ii bought a cute rabbit pencil box hee^^
then saw a black kappa bag...
damn nice la...
gonna save money & buy $50
which means ii have to save a week or more w/o eatin anything...
hahahs...
then went home
bus-ed 855 wif teng & reach home at about 4.30...
watch show till 7 plus mopped the floor then ii come blog le lorx..
hee^^
tmrl labour day...
whoohoo~~
no sch...
ii can slp till veri late...
yea!!!!
hahas...
kk ii go watch my show le...

hee^^
hope the feelin tat within me get lost sooner...
its disrupting me...
arhhhh...
ii hate tat feelin...

siianzation!!!!

siianz...
this few days...
nth special just go sch...
after sch go out wif teng,steph & some times yu ting came along too:)
but ytd some thing happened....
he sms me & ask me to wait ferr him so ask me to 4get him...
but...
cant be stead still can be frends wat...
he said tat if cant be stead he will treat me as a sister...
but now he block me @ msn he doesnt wan to tok to me...
wat happen sia...
ii will try to convert the feelin of love to frend...
so can we be frend back??
euu are a good frend....
ii dun wanna lose such a good frend...
siianzation...
MYE is comin...
1 week more...
die sia...
so stress:(
haiz..
todae nearly have a fight wif fiqkri...
damn moody la...
but ii not shoutin at fiqkri...
is the rest...
they are too noisy le..
ii wanna slp & yet they there shout shout shout..
make till ms foo...
shout into the micro fone...
so noisy ii cant slp so no choice ii need to shout but ii am sure i'm not shoutin at fiqkri la..
aiyo..
FIQKRI SRY:(

damn tired man...
& TENG SRY....
ii shldnt have late & let euu go up & say the pledge de...
sry sry....

ARHHHHHHH....
damn moody sia...
no mood...
haiz....
dun feel lyk goin sch man..
wanna slp all day...
so tired in the mornin...
dun feel lyk wakin up...
just hope tat this feelin get away soon....

gtg...
all the best to all the ppl ii noe in ur MYE....

pass wif flyin colours....

got my Nric today hee^^

hahahs...
yea...
finally got my Nric today but in a way tat ii hate most...
gettin it in front of the whole sch...
siianz...
the foto look so pale man...
haiz....
look lyk vampire sia....
then was scared , embarrassed & leg was tremblin when ii walk out to get my Nric from the giam la...
then a rumour starter....
there 'aiya'....
wah make me more embarrasses lorx...
tat fucker man....
hee^^
then lotz of stress sia...
got alot of chinese compo & ii need to count the survey who how mani choose how mani...
siianz...
then lucky he msg me & ii was energize again..
cox of his sms...
hee^^
& got my oral result...
hahahs...
quite good la...
got 28/40 hee^^
lucky can pass sia...
or not ii die le...
no neo print ferr me]:
siianz la...
todae cant get to c him lotz...
then todae ii give him a mornin call hee^^
& went to mac ferr breakfast..
outside mac..
saw qian hui & shahidah & teng too...
then went in take a sit...
not long after steph came & then is yu ting...
after tat went to interchange to take bus to sch..
then bus-ed 16 drop at tiong park tat bus stop & walk tp sch....

A Happy Day on 19 April 2008 & bloggin for friday & today sunday

20 April 2008:
todae wake up at 2pm..
cox slp late last nitez...
then nth to do..
so on9...
tok to porcupine...
then he was studyin so ii took out struck by lightning to study while listenin to music & now bloggin hee^^
then after tat goin grandma hse eat..
cox todae is FAMILY DAY HEE^^

19 April 2008:
it was a happy day hahahs....
went to great word to meet him...
then went to bus-ed 16 to kallang mega entertainment center at kallang of cox...
hee^^
but we took the wrong direction=.='''
hahahhas...
but nvm la..
then went to interchange & change bus...
while he bump into his frends & he went chattin wif them & ii stand at the wall waitin ferr bus & him...
while he tokin to his frends,
1 bus 16 went off..
but nvm la..
cox time still early mah....
hee^^
then bus come le so bus-ed to kallang lorx..
the journey was long so he listen to music while ii look at the scenerio hahahs...
its his habit la..
so nbm la..
hee^^
then at orchard there saw zhi yong but he nv c me la...
ii think...
then a grp of ppl who goin to canoein boarded the bus...
& they were singin so loud & was damn funni man..
cox they there keep fuck fuck fuck...
wah damn funny la..
then their sngin was so loud lorx..
he was listenin to music wif 2 ear piece on his ear...
then the 2 of us laugh lorx..
but ii was the wan who laughin more madly as ii was listenin to wat they say as ii nv listen to music...(will noe the reason l8r)
hahahs...
reach kallang mega entertainment went to walk walk & went to the shop to take his membership card...
then went walk walk again..
there sale at the 1st floor & we went there lyk children cox there sell wan all is toys man...
hahahss...
then saw him...
bein sold...
got small him & big him...
hee^^
then went basement to buy finger food..
hee^^
so he bought Takoyaki
& ii bought a pig belly & chicken thigh hahhas...
after tat he ate some of my chicken thigh hee^^
& he feed me eat the Takoyaki
hee^^
so sweet rite hahahs...
ii ytd damn happy man...
hee^^
cox ii was wif him mah...
hahahs..
then buy bubble tea...
he drink red milk tea while ii drink honey green tea...
hahahs....
then after tat went to bus-ed 16 again...
cox abt 4 something 5 le...
so he sendin me home la....
hee^^
reach great world there then bus-ed 970 but tat 970 was goin a wrong direction hee^^
sry man..
:p
then reach outram mrt so we mrt-ed to my hse there saw his frend again hahahas...
but he mrt-ed till bouno vista...
then we get dsown the mrt...
we walk back to my hse..
on the way he bought 2 dough nut & 1 sandwich which cost $3.10...
hee^^
then he ate 1 sandwich & 1 dough nut...
then he gave me 1 of the dough nut...
but ii too full le..
haahahs..
so he put at the lift of my hse there...
then he come my hse awhile...
till 6.30..
then ii send him to the bus stop la..
hee^^
when ii were sendin him to the bus stop..
the dough nut was still inside the lift..
then we saw zeru....
hee^^
then chatted awhile..
they continue our way to bus stop..
at the mrt station tehre saw lotz of dunno which corp de sjab...
haiz..
siianz go where oso saw sjab de...
then accompany him wait ferr bus..
hee^^ was a happy day overall...
then he bus-ed 32 home..
so ii went to buy my dinner lorx..
hee^^
went home tat time saw a idiot...
hahhaas...
psps..
ii 4get ur name hee^^
then ii took the same lift as the dough nut was in..
but guess wat??
the dough nut was gine man....
hahahss..
dunno who took it tat person muz be veri hungry bah...
after tat went home eat & chatted wif him on fone lorx..
hahahs..
even in between got stop but e chat till 1.45am hahahs....
those who noe who pls shhh....
ahahas...
no nid to say the name out de..
due to some reason...

18 April 2008:
todae went sch as normal...
but was rainin heavily...
the went ferr art lesson then 2 period of math....
sry ms thng was slpin in ur class this few days..
ii was veri tired...
then recess...
after recess went back class..
& realise my mp4 was gone..
wif my beloved black piglet pouch wif yan li gave me as bday present...
tat bastard fucker cb let me noe who..
ii will kill him/her ferr sure.....
siianz..
then at the last period which is eng..
yee chin pass me a class tag but ii remember ii nv pass the cass tag to anyone then ii look at the class tag to c which class..
& omg so coincidence it was 4A....
hahahs...
then sms jackie to inform him where the class tag but he bo reply so after sch..
ii sms porcupine to meet me at the stairs to pass him the class tag lorx..
hee^^
cox of the class tag ii get to c porcupine hee^^
yea...
ahhahas...
then after tat went to tiong wif teng,steph & yu ting...
as he got course work la....
then abt 2 some thing go home...
bus-ed 195 hahas..
then ii saw porcupine wif jackie walkin to tiong...
hahas..
so happy b4 goin home..
hee^^

my comp...

haiz...
my comp was going to make me go crazy man...
the monitor got abit of prob then it keep flashin lorx..
haiz.....
keep blackin out & makin me to keep puttin it to stand by mode & on back again
& tat cause me to on9 & off9 on my msn....
arhhhhhhh
goin to be mad soon..
hahahs...
& hope my comp will get fixed soon[:
but todae my comp was veri guai lorx...
it nv flash sia...
dunno will it flash at nitez....
hmmm~~
ii wonder man....
hope will not la..
hahahs..
todae went to tiong kopitiam wif teng,yu ting & steph
then me & teng went buy sweet talk...
hahhas...
then ii dunno y ii split the water at teng & yu ting...
& ii was drinkin honey red tea...
hahahs..
then guess wat steph did to me?
she spilt the mini pearl onto my clothes hahahs...
the 4 of us was laughin lyk mad man....
sry teng & yu ting...
hee^^
so ii can watch movie hee^^
k la..
ii go watch movie le...
hahahs...
bless my comp wont flash bah^_^
bb[:
will try postin everyday de....

Rhapsody...& receive a sad news....

siianz..
todae is a tirin day...
cox got rhapsody...
hahahs...
it is performed by our sch performing artz..
lyk band,indian dance,malay dance,international dance & choir...
after sch went home to get changed...
cox no where to go as "dating"have been cancelled..
so stay at home play comp lorx....
till abt 3 plus went bathe...
after tat 4 plus called teng ask where are they...
they say they at vivo...
so bus-ed to vivo...
went to meet teng,steph & yu ting at vivo...
then mrt-ed to tiong to meet yi zhi & the rest...
saw lotz of gessians man...
hahahs...
all in home clothes hahahs...
some look chio & handsome man...
hee^^
then mrt-ed to dover...
wah the mrt damn squeezy sia...
hahahs...
at the end of concert,theres high school musical song all for one
then after that bus-ed BM mac wif yi zhi,steph,teng & yu ting...
for dinner....
had mc spicy...
hahas..
damn full sia...
& reach home at abt 11 plus then on9...
saw his personal msg...
& he had patch back wif his ex..
gratz...
but ii am feelin damn moody man...
ii shld be happy wat....
xox he found his own happiness....
but wat abt me?
cant ii find my own happiness??
y I Don't Deserve To Be Love... Don't Deserve To Be Loved By A Guy Who Noe How To Cherish Me:'(
y???
ii dun understand...
am ii tat bad??
or wat....
y ii can oni be dicthed & being toyed by the guys who ii lurve most??
but he nv play toy my feelin la...
the one ii tokin abt is the past le...
not him...
so ppl pls dun misunderstand
haiz..
just wish them long lastin la....
ferr me..
ii willin to give up as they are suppose to be tgt de...
i'm just lyk a third party...
gettin in between them oni
even though my hartt was achin..
but when ii c the one i lurve was happy then ii will be relief le....

Got My Monokuroo Boo Soft Toy Today

Hahahaas....
Thx To Porcupine....
I Got My Monokuroo Boo Soft Toy...
hee^^
Porcupine Thx<3
Even Though It's A Small Wan
But I Like It Alot..
Cox It's A Birthday Present From Porcupine....
& Heard A Sad News That I Don't Wan To Hear....
Which Is He Going Overboard For Further Studies At America...
Sad Rite....
I Can't Imagine Lorx...
He Go Le & I Was Alone....
Can You Don't Go???
I Need You!!!!!]:
Cried On The Way Back...
Cox I Can't Bear Him To Leave Lorx....
Haiz....
I Will Miss Him Very Much If He Really Go La...
But It's For His Future And I Don't Have The Right To Stop Him....
I'm A Nobody To Him.....

hahahs...my comp sot again after some good days....

hahhaas...
so mani days tat my comp was fixed and all rite,
it broken down again on monday...
omg man...
cox maybe i play audition too much la....
ahhahs...
cox ii love audi-in alot la..
hee^^
hahas...
so now at porcupine hse..
usin his comp lorx...
guess wat his doin...
he fixn his dunno wat shit lorx.....
hhahas...
siianzz sia...
dunno when my comp is gonna be fixed man....
...sianz....
hahas...
but thx to him la..
ii can use the comp la...
hahahs....