feelings that are hard to express

난, 너를 좋아 하는데..
바, 라만 보고 있어도 행복한데..
보, 여줄 수 없다는게 마음 아플 뿐이야

I like you but ..
Just looking at you makes me happy but ..
It just hurts that I can’t express it to you

苏盈之 不应该勇敢

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sy6iayqit6c&feature=youtube_gdata_player

苏盈之 

不应该勇敢

作词：林怡凤、张简君伟
作曲：张简君伟

谁关掉了爱情的开关 故事剩下一个人对白
这戏少了另一半 一半的爱 还有什么好看
你带走了我的幸福感 笑容离我远远的试探
忍住眼泪却忍不住 我疯狂的想念

孤单的人总是不怕一个人的孤单
却怕在人群中狂欢结束后的不安
人越是逃避 反而越是放不下这情感

你的习惯从今后让别的人去习惯
你的每个明天我想再也与我无关
不是我的我不霸占
不应该勇敢 不顾身去爱
一切来太快 痛着醒过来
受伤才明白 幸福另一面就是 随时要准备离开
不应该勇敢 急着想逃开
身旁黏着甩不开的悲哀
你不知道我还在等待

谁关掉了爱情的开关 故事剩下一个人对白
这戏少了另一半 一半的爱 还有什么好看
你带走了我的幸福感 笑容离我远远的试探
忍住眼泪却忍不住 我疯狂的想念

孤单的人总是不怕一个人的孤单
却怕在人群中狂欢结束后的不安
人越是逃避 反而越是放不下这情感

你的习惯 从今后让别的人去习惯
你的每个明天我想再也与我无关
不是我的我不霸占

不应该勇敢 不顾身去爱
一切来太快 痛着醒过来
受伤才明白 幸福另一面 就是随时要准备离开
不应该勇敢
身旁黏着我甩不开的悲哀
你不知道我还在等待

不应该勇敢 不顾身去爱
身旁黏着甩不开的悲哀
你不知道我还在等待

ABTM!!!~ ♥

Months ago, i went to the griddle grind crew performance at esplanade the water front.
The performance was awesome!!~
Not only that, i get to see almost all ABTM actors!!!~ ♥ ♥ ♥
When i just reach, i saw Tosh, Ridhwan they having rehearsal..

Tosh and Ridhwan having rehearsal^^

Took when Ridhwan having break from rehearsal ♥ 

 After that Luke and Rovin reached..

With Luke

Luke request another one with Ridhwan signature pose!!~ ^^ (blur)

I request another one with Ridhwan signature pose as the previous one is blur!!~ ^^ 

With Rovin

And we waited for the performance to start.
Youtuber Jian Hao, Blogger Peishi and accompany reached^^

With JianHao!!~ ♥

With PeiShi after event ended :D

With the Charming JianHao ♥

After first session ended, finally Noah and Maxi arrives!!~

And of course i ran up like a maximum fangirl up to Noah and ask for a photograph session^^

With Maxi :D

With the cute and funny Noah!!~ ♥ ♥ ♥  ♥ Love him lots^^

After that third session is Tosh and Ridhwan their performance.
Whole place was brought up to the highest.
And my senior Zi Jie from campus superstar came to support Ridhwan too!!~

With senior Zi Jie :)

Wei liang came after everything.
He just like some normal people until Tosh and Ridhwan came and find him then people realise is Wei Liang.
In the end to avoid fans, he sit among us right behind me to camouflage himself..
Haha..
After everything ended managed to ook 2 photo with him^^

With Wei Liang The Lobang King

With Wei Liang The Lobang King

After everything, took photo with Ridhwan again with his signature pose and also with Tosh!!~

 

With Ridhwan and his Signature Pose ♥

With Tosh!!~ (abit too bright)

With 1 of GriddleGrind Member, Charles Nero ^^ Handsome right?!~ Hahahs..

That day was the best day ever!!~
Made a collage of all abtm!!~ whoohoo!!!~

Assignments

these few weeks was tiring.

assignments due date are getting closer.

burning midnight oil just to complete the assignments sucks.

losing all my beauty sleep :(

but now everything is ending soon.

yay!!~

but after this, there's another nightmare which is exam :x

but no matter what, im just gonna persevere.

imma gonna score good grades no matter what.

im done wasting my time.

it's time to strive towards my plan!!~

im still loving you - shiga lin

Im still loving you - shiga lin

when I close my eyes I think of you
And the times we've had been through 
Even though we're far apart right now

I remember back when yodbu were here with me
How you've made my world complete
But now I'm left alone

We talked about love and hope
Wishing we could start a life our own
I wish that I could live without you

[Chorus]
Why did you tear my heart apart
You said you'd love me from the start
All those painful things you've put me through
But I'm still loving you
I've tried to give my best to you
I don't deserve the things you do
Everything has gone to memories
I just wish I knew the truth behind the lies

Hello ♥

it's been long since i last update hahha..
so here i am!!~
school was boring..
but classmates was fun^^

assignment sucks but no choice..
assignment or exam?
definitely assignment..
chionging for assignment and score well for it will at least have a 50% pass for the whole module.,
heh^_^

im back into the house of God like after soooooooo long and im really glad!!~
with my spiritual family E506,
i am not alone,
they are always there for me,
cheering me up,
sharing my joy and success
and giving me encouragement when i wanna give up.
i really thank God for putting me into this awesome church ( City Harvest) and also this awesome cell group (E506).


I  ♥ YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Only know how to say me..
My friend concern, you kpkb wanna find trouble..
Then you can huan lo by asking them what happen and stuffs...
Mine is just by liking my fb and you can kpkb..
Then for your case should I kill them??
You can even talk to them right in front of my face..
You will shoot me about my friends: "they huan lo" then why can't you shoot that sentence to yourself or your friends?
I kept quiet cause I respect you and them cause they are your friends..
Can't you just bloody respect me and my friends?
You are forever like that..
Your friend stuff you can huan lo..
Your stuff your friend can huan lo..
My friend stuff I cannot huan lo..
My stuff my friends cannot like or even huan lo..
You only know how to use your fist to settle stuffs..
What else do you know???

What I've scared most.. Is it gonna happen? Without you, everything is meaningless. You have become part of my daily life.. Morning calling you, texting you, missing you, loving you, waiting for you to fetch me from work, dinner together, sending me home, hear your voice and your lullaby before sleeping.. I'm so used to all these. Without you, will I still able to get back my normal life? I don't think so le. I have already forgotten how does my daily life looks/feels like. Without you, I don't even know what am I living for,breathe for. You are my everything.

Before today, I won't even need to think about that question. But after today, though I know you won't, but that question is always in my mind.

Aquarius Woman – Gemini Man Compatibility

Aquarius woman and a Gemini man both have common expectations from their lives and have same kind of outlook towards their life that helps to increase compatibility for them.

Similarly one another positive factors that brings these two together is that they have very similar kind of intellect and both are good in their communications skills and will be able to have good conversations.

The similarities that they have in their nature will help them to share every type of social activities, view points and also interests. As is applicable in every relationship, they are also likely to have minor differences but such differences will not cause any problems in their compatibility or relationship.

One negative feature about Aquarius woman is that they sometime go through spells in which they feel very lonely but a Gemini man will be able to adapt to such problems easily. But Aquarius woman will have to take steps so that they are able to enjoy life and make their partner happy so that the Gemini partner will feel more engaged with her in their relationship. As we can see there are a lot of similarities in both these characters which will help them to develop a long lasting relation.

Aquarius woman as well as a Gemini man like things to change in life which will help to create better bonding between them. By sharing their intellect they will be able to know the kind of person their partner is. Both of them like adventure and new things so that will also help create mutual understanding and relationship.

http://www.horoscopecompatibility.co/aquarius-compatibility/aquarius-woman-gemini-man-compatibility

01042012

I love you baby for who you are, the one that make me laugh, the one that make me go laughing like nobody business, the one that cares for me, the one that worries for me, the one that dote me, the one that loves me a lot. 

Don't think too much alright baby? you are the best among the best. the only one that treat me the best. fetching me from work, buying lunch for me, scared that i'm hungry and gave me allowance for my meals, always worrying for me, loving me, missing me and always there for me being my pillow.

Though we know each other not long, but i've already let that person go. right now, you are the only one in my heart. without you, i don't think i can get back to normal so quickly. don't think too much alright? all those are the past. most important is now and future which includes you and also my dearest brothers and sisters.

Baby, i shouldn't force you into my FB de. if you nv go in, things wouldn't have get into your mind and started running again. i should have take your feeling into consideration. 

sorry baby....

im sorry..

im sorry..

im sorry..

im sorry..

im sorry..

im sorry..

you are what i wanted now and in the future. 

one and only. 

forever and always.

氧 气 - 范晓萱

沈 入 越 来 越 深 的 海 底
我 开 始 想 念 你
我 好 孤 寂
跌 进 越 来 越 冷 的 爱 里
我 快 不 能 呼 吸
我 想 要 你
人 活 着 赖 着 一 口 氧 气
氧 气 是 你
如 果 你 爱 我
你 会 来 找 我
你 会 知 道 我
快 不 能 活
如 果 你 爱 我
你 会 来 救 我
空 气 很 稀 薄
因 为 寂 寞
跌 进 越 来 越 冷 的 爱 里
我 快 不 能 呼 吸
我 想 要 你
人 活 着 赖 着 一 口 氧 气
氧 气 是 你
如 果 你 爱 我
你 会 来 找 我
你 会 知 道 我
快 不 能 活
如 果 你 爱 我
你 会 来 救 我
空 气 很 稀 薄
因 为 寂 寞
如 果 你 爱 我
你 会 来 找 我
你 会 知 道 我
快 不 能 活
如 果 你 爱 我
你 会 来 救 我
空 气 很 稀 薄
因 为 寂 寞

Since long I've update my blog

Happy valentine peeps:))
Haven't been updating my blog since last year nov..
Shall update abit :p

January:

Started work at my cousin salon: mode hair gallery
Celebrated pokka bday in school..
Hahah was awesome meeting them in school..

February:
Yay!!!~ finally im 19 years old :))
Hehe^^ thanks pokka,Lester,vivianna and Jeremy for the celebration and also the surprise and dinner and presents...
Also thanks pokka, cass, jwen, Han yang and Wei heng for the present and thanks Wei heng, jwen and cass for the surprise though I'm not at my workplace *sorry*

And also happy 20 badly vivi ♥
Went to sentosa to celebrate vivi bday and also picnic and suntan session...
Went with pokka,Marcus,Lester,vivi,Jeremy and his friends....
Ate ajisen for dinner..
 Enjoyed my day that day:)))

thankyou precious!~

GOODBYE, MY PRECIOUS LOVE~! ♥
thank you for this 2 months..
is really my happiest time after so long...
wish you all the best and find ur real happiness soon..
take care urself and last but not least,


I LOVE YOU BABYBOY ♥

我 们 都 怕 痛

她 说   她 再  也 不 相    信    真   爱
我 能   给  的 安 全   感    也 用   完
原   本  的 孤 单    已 变   成    不 安
像    看  穿    却  又  放   不 下    依 赖 

看  着  她 低 头    永   敢  牵   着  她 就  走
别  怕   只  要  在  一 起 就  能   穿    越  黑  昼 

她 的 眼  睛   说     她 真   迷 人  真   猜  不 透
她 的 脆  弱  只  有  我 能     看  透 

我 们  都  怕 痛     但  又  好  想    试  着  牵   手
两    颗 心    隐  藏   在  背  後    不 敢  承    诺 

不 想 再 难 过    丢  弃 回  忆 重    新  来  过
让   我 永   远   牵   着  你   把 手   给  我

她 说   她 再  也 不 相    信    真   爱
我 能   给  的 安 全   感    也 用   完
原   本  的 孤 单    已 变   成    不 安
想    看  穿    却  又  放   不 下    依 赖 

看  着  我 低 头    她 说   她 愿   跟  我 走
好  怕   让   她 心  碎  的 痛   又  反  覆 折  磨

我 的 眼  睛   说     笑   或  泪  我 都 会  守   候
她 是  我 唯  一 执  着   的 执  着   ?

我 们  都  怕 痛     但  又  好  想    试  着  牵   手
两    颗 心    隐  藏   在  背  後    不 敢  承    诺 

不 想    再  难  过    丢  弃 回  忆 重    新  来  过
让   我 永   远   牵   着  你   把 手   给  我

我 们  都  怕 痛     但  又  好  想    试  着  牵   手
两    颗 心    隐  藏   在  背  後    不 敢  为  爱 承    诺

不 想    再  难  过    丢  弃 回  忆 重    新  来  过 

让   我 永   远   牵   着  你   把 手   给  我
让   我 永   远   牵   着  你   把 手   给  我

Feeling useless again..
I can't find ways to help you..
Wanna share and relieve for you but it seems difficult as you lock it up in part of you where i can't enter..

Hope you can find ur true self and relieve some of the burden..
私はあなたの側で何が起こるかに関係なく滞在されません

Tired/feeling scared

Ended 3 days of voluntary work..
Super tired..
Today was a bad day after seeing something that make me feels unease..
Finally something brighten up my day and something ruin it again..
I'm not angry but disappointed..
You took my concern as a joke when I'm really worrying about you..
And you Tweeted it out as if its a joke..
Do you know how sad am I???
How I wish I'm right there accompanying you, but guess you won't want it and I do not have the time too..

Nvm.. You just take good cAre of urself..
What you wanna treat my concern as, I dun wanna care and I cant care also..
Thinking if you have regretted making that choice A month ago or not..

(dunno you look thru all my post already not:x)

To baby:

I miss you!!~

out with baby

watched fright night at vivo today :)
awesome movie..
hahahahas...
funny, bloody,thrilling and scary
took bus to baby house for dinner..
slacking now :)
hehehe^^
waiting for surprise to be discovered :P

Happy 1 month baby ♥

Happy monthsary baby!!!!
Time past so fast!!!!
It's been a month le and everything seems like it's only yesterday..
Still remember the first day I know you, you were a total joke saying urself is Aaron kwok and me and vanessa still took ur number and to prank you in the middle of the night..
Ahahah..

And that's when we started texting..
You accompany me to text all day long, accompany me to talk on the phone when I'm semi drunk and worry and waited for me to fall asleep before you go sleep..
Cheering me up when my sales isnt good, and remind me to eat and sleep after my hair is dried:) *even though everytime also nv dry and I doze off*
First guy who surprise me by fetching me from work, fetching me home, hearing you sleep, hoaxing me to sleep by singing lullaby and helping me apply medication.

Baby, thanks for everything you do to make me happy..
Even though can't see you daily or only see you once a week..
The time spend with you always pass very fast because only happy time past fast.
I hope you are happy whenever you are with me..
I will learn to be strong and will be independent so that you can no need to worry about me when you go into NS..

I love you baby!!!~ ♥ ♥
You are my half apple..