goin to holidays le...cant c him anymore:'(

haiz..
goin to be holidays le...
3 more days...
3 more days & ii cant c him anymore...
this 2 mths how can ii stand??
ii dunno wat ii can do to stop lurvin him...
ii cant stand the pain in my hartt now...
is so unbearable...
wanna c him everyday..
when ii open my eyes ii wanna c him right infront of mwiie le...
just wanna c him everyday..
the motive tat keep mwiie from goin to sch is him...
everyday went to sch hopin he will come to sch & c him....
just 1 min or half an hour it will be enough everyday if can be lyk tat its enough...
just wanna c him happy....
if he is happi ii will be happi too...
but will be sad too...
cant afford nort to c him...
its hell 4 mwiie....
but ii have to cox he dun lurbe mwiie & nid to stop lurvin him..
as its hurtin mwiie badly...
even mwiie god bro ask mwiie to gib up...
think its time bah...
to let it go...
so its easier 4 mwiie & ii can find a better person maybe...
hahahs....
have to 4get him....
this big holidays may be a good chance to 4get him...
or maybe will hurt mwiie even more...
as ii missin him more...
haiz...
who can teach mwiie how to do so as to 4get him....
PLS!!!!!!
if euu noe any method pls tell mwiie....