Monday, July 25, 2011

Dun put any expectation when you won't get any you expect

I remember telling myself not to have any expectation into this..
but why do I still hope to have any expectation from you??
What you gave me yesteday was enough more that you did last time and it was more than enough..
why am I still not contentEd??
What do I still want from you??
A yes for the question??
I wanted that answer but I know the answer will never come out from your mouth and it will never will..
Me and you will just be stuck in these gray section and not a yes or a no..
I know this is the best for the both of us..
But....
I just wanna definite answer but I dun want to know the answer as it will destroy what we have now..
I'm just gonna tell myself from now on is to not to have any hope..

Thursday, July 21, 2011

work

first day of work at stitch today.
worked from 5 till now...
cheryl, wen wen, han yang and pokka came visit me :P
thanks peeps...
closed some sales and managed to get hold abit..
but still nervous..
just completed RJ and cognitive challenge :P
hope tmrl will be a good day..
work tmrl too : >

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Thursday, July 07, 2011

KHJ in the town!!

kim hyun joong is coming to town in  17 - 19 august.
people that like hyun joong please go down and support him and see him...
he will be happy

hubby in the town!!

whoohoo!!
hubby KHJ is coming to singapore in 17 - 19 august.
yay!!!! hope time wont clash with school...

after half a year or more than that of not seeing him...
love sick >.<
anyone who love KHJ or free to accompany tell me!!!! : D

Wednesday, July 06, 2011

Teng HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!! ♥

today is teng bday :)
happy 18th birthday ah !!! 
♥  
muacks!!

meeting girls later whoo!!~~
♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
gonna have science UT later..
grrrrrr....
presentation just now was CMI!!!!
didnt know how to explain my slides >.<
thanks vanathi for explaining for me : D
now hoping time to pass and rush off to meet my girls :)

Facts Of Hubby KHJ ♥

1) The date of his birthday has three numbers 6 in it (6/6/1986)
2) He is a leader of SS501
3) His nicknames are Kim dog cow, walking statue, little groom/ kid groom, leader, jihoo sunbae
4) He scares of bugs/insects
5) He likes manga/ manhwa
6) He likes skull 
7) He is a realist (with an economic mind)
8. He likes to sleep but he feels sleeping is a waste of time (that's the reasons why he sleeps late cause he doesn't wanna sleep, wants to do something so not to waste time & therefore makes him hard to wake up early.)
9) He will choose love over friendship
10) He can play guitar (He knows a lot of styles)
11) He believes in "love at first sight"
12) He hates to say mushy and cheesy stuffs
13) He calls his girlfriend "Yah"
14) He ran away from home in 9 grade going to10 grade because of Seo Taiji 's song Ultramania
15) He gets nervous at Karaoke 
16) His complex are his lips and eye bags
17) He has a phobia for older people
18) He had 3 near death experiences when he ran away from home
19) He is shy around people he doesnt know
20) He can't feel pain when people pinch him
21) He likes to fishing
22) He is a very competitive person
23) He can sleep anywhere, anytime and he can't easily wake up
24) He is a very detail person. 
25) He is extremely ticklish around his ribs.
26) He also likes to eat his lettuce separate from his bbq/bulgogi.
27) He's afraid of the sea because of sharks. Thanks to the movie Jaws.
28) He mentioned that his ideal girl was someone like Lee Hyori.
29) He lost a lot of weight for his role in BOF.
30) He is the King Sleeper of SS501. (Takes a lot to wake him up) 
31) He hates people command him to do something
32) His blood type is B
33) He is a Gemini
34) His family include MOM, DAD, Grandma, And Older brother
35) He doesn't like girl go back and forth between men.
36) He is a very conservative person. doesnt like his gf/ wife to wear revealing clothes.
37) He sleeps in his underwear because he don't like wearing cloth in sleep
38) Seo Taiji is the person he wants to meet the most.
39) He memorizes phone #s that he uses most often.
40) HE wears contact lenses.
41) His life motto is “Since you were already born, you should work hard to make your name known, help your less fortunate neighbours while living a life that earns respect.”, "life is one shot/strike"
42) He is a cold son who doesn't talk much. He can never say "thank you" or "I love you."
43) He listens to music or goes fishing or meet with his friends and relax over whisky when he's under stress.
44) He likes to drink soju.
45) He goes on Daum (korean website) frequently.
46) He likes his girlfriend to be a person who is as comfortable as a friend.
47) He broke up with his last gf in 2005 right after he debuted.
48) He co-owns a chicken restaurant with his childhood friends.
49) His favorite season is winter because that is when flies, dragonflies and mosquitoes are gone.
50) His first kiss was when he was in High School.
51) His favorite color is black
52) His favorite athlete is Kim Yuna (figure skater) 
53) He's obsessed with aliens
54) He doesn't like coffee.. regardless of drinking or people who drinks it
55) He cannot stand doing nothing. (Needs to do something so not to waste time)
56) He won the "Popularity" award for his role as Yoon Ji Hoo in BOF
57) When he was young, he dreamed of becoming a scientist.
58) He wants four children.
59) He doesn't wear any cologne or perfume
60) He likes rock music
61) His role model is Yu Hye Jin/ Yoo Haejin
62) He had watched the movie The War of Flowers starring YHJ about 20 times, so much so that he has memorized the lines.
63) He likes to eat Ramen and very good at cooking it
64) He can also plays Piano
65) He likes to be in a Rock Band, but didn't make it because his management company sent him to study dance instead.
66) He likes to have big concert hall where he can perform when he is retired or has lots of money like Yoon Ji Hoo.
67) His future plan includes study abroad in America
68) He is knows how to speak Japanese
69) He likes to give it all in a relationship
70) He has three things that he most worried when he is abroad: his cellphone, shaver, and conditioner for his hair. He worried that he might not have them at all time. They are very important to him.
71) Because of his big and pretty eyes, people used to call him "Morning Star" when he was young.
72) He is very sentimental even though he is blunt and doesn’t talk much.
73) He is an ‘ordinary guy’ who doesn’t catch any attention from female students of his same age while he was younger maybe because he is wearing eyeglasses from 2nd year elementary school onwards
74) He would like to ride UFO
75) He is very serious when it comes to work
76) He doesn't like to let people down and have high expectation of himself
77) He wants to be the #1 Star of the Universe
78) He always work to the best of his ability, whether it is acting or singing.
79) He always strive for improvements and to be the best in things he does: singing, acting, and performing in variety shows
80) He really loves variety shows because it shows a different side of him, especially they show how interesting he can be.
81) He enjoyed signing autographs
82) When he is unhappy, he will go to the office [studio perhaps] to practice his dance.
83) He likes to make people who like him(his fans) happy 
84) He likes to joke around and lighten the mood of everyone around him
85) He likes to be a perfectionist
86) He started drinking in first year of High school (about grade 10)
87) When he was young he has never got any allowances from his parents
88) His favorite foods include chicken feet and pig head meat and skin side dishes.
89) At first he didn't like the nickname "4dimentional" because he thought it meant he's a retard or crazy person but now he interpret it as having "unique charms"
90) He considers saying " Hello" and "good bye" important in his daily life.
91) His 3 celebrities best friends are Top(bigbang). Mikcy Yoochun and Hero Jaejoong (dbsk). 
92) He had a crush on a girl for like 3 years and then dated her for another 3 years or so, including the time he was working as a singer with the "Warning" song
93) Instead of being invisible, he wish he could move really fast. HE want to do the schedules quickly so he can get another hour of sleep.
94) His dream is to rent a small stage when he is in his 40-50's and to perform for fans who have become parents. And to go have soju with them after the performance or to do charity events
95) He dropped out in first year of high school. 
96) He used to get really good grades... like... top 10 in his school, but he gave it all up for music.
97) He brought his first base guitar when he was 14 for 70 000 won( about 70 dollars)
98) He went to Chamshil middle school
99) He thinks that "Happiness doesn't come out of a bank account".
100) He considers his friends are the most valuable to him
101) He thinks popularity is just a brief moment of spotlight
102) He thinks that people who badmouth people behind their backs are the scariest.
103) He wants to be someone who can acts and says what he wants without worrying about what others say.
104) After he dropped out and ran away from home, he lived with his friends for almost one year. 
105) The reason he like comic books so much is because when he ran away from home and had no place to go he went to comic book shop that cost 1400 won per hour.
106) He was trained 1 and a half year under DSP before he debut
107) He was scouted by a fraud company and was almost get sell to China for 5 000 000 won (~ $5000) contract fee. 
108) Unless he's kick out by DSP he would like to stay at DSP (but now, he's in KEYEAST)
109) He wants to get married around thirty and he wants to be a good father and a good husband.
110) The scar on his face is from his time working in constructions as a teenager.
111) He hates bugs and birds the most
112) When asked to describe himself as an animal, he said he's a lion
113) He was asked which part of himself he likes the most, he said it's his eyes
114) His forte is in singing and dancing
115) He could imitate the voice of andrea kim
116) He loves to eat tomatoes because they help him maintain his weight
117) First time he shows his cute act on TV was in Heroine 6, Ep 85
118) He does not believe in being friends with your "Ex"
119) He loves freedom and listen to Radio because of his Blood Type, B
120) He is an anime Fan
121) He is a Berserk fan 
122) He believes dating is the most important thing to do before marriage
123) He believes action speaks more than words
124) He's actually not very good with his words, because he's afraid he may offend people in a way or another 

Monday, July 04, 2011