Rhapsody...& receive a sad news....

siianz..
todae is a tirin day...
cox got rhapsody...
hahahs...
it is performed by our sch performing artz..
lyk band,indian dance,malay dance,international dance & choir...
after sch went home to get changed...
cox no where to go as "dating"have been cancelled..
so stay at home play comp lorx....
till abt 3 plus went bathe...
after tat 4 plus called teng ask where are they...
they say they at vivo...
so bus-ed to vivo...
went to meet teng,steph & yu ting at vivo...
then mrt-ed to tiong to meet yi zhi & the rest...
saw lotz of gessians man...
hahahs...
all in home clothes hahahs...
some look chio & handsome man...
hee^^
then mrt-ed to dover...
wah the mrt damn squeezy sia...
hahahs...
at the end of concert,theres high school musical song all for one
then after that bus-ed BM mac wif yi zhi,steph,teng & yu ting...
for dinner....
had mc spicy...
hahas..
damn full sia...
& reach home at abt 11 plus then on9...
saw his personal msg...
& he had patch back wif his ex..
gratz...
but ii am feelin damn moody man...
ii shld be happy wat....
xox he found his own happiness....
but wat abt me?
cant ii find my own happiness??
y I Don't Deserve To Be Love... Don't Deserve To Be Loved By A Guy Who Noe How To Cherish Me:'(
y???
ii dun understand...
am ii tat bad??
or wat....
y ii can oni be dicthed & being toyed by the guys who ii lurve most??
but he nv play toy my feelin la...
the one ii tokin abt is the past le...
not him...
so ppl pls dun misunderstand
haiz..
just wish them long lastin la....
ferr me..
ii willin to give up as they are suppose to be tgt de...
i'm just lyk a third party...
gettin in between them oni
even though my hartt was achin..
but when ii c the one i lurve was happy then ii will be relief le....